VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS A VIRTUAL CANCELLATION

I CAN WEDGE MYSELF IN AND WRITE. A FEW MINUTES AGO I WAS LAYING THERE WHEN I RECALLED MY YEARS OF DICTATING MATERIAL TO MY BEAUTIFUL PRODUCTION EXPEDITER ANN.

I CANNOT DO ANYTHING FOR MORE THAN A MINUTE, THEN I BEGIN TO FAIL.

RIGHT AFTER I GOT UP THIS MORNING, I DID A TWENTY MINUTE SESSION, BUT I WAS MOSTLY RECLINED AT 135* AS I DROVE TO THE MAIL BOX. I HOPPED OUT AND I GOT MY PARCEL. THEN I DROVE UP EAGLE CREST AND AMANDA TO DRIVE THE CAR FOR LONG ENOUGH, RECLINED.

SINCE THEN I KEEP ON GETTING UP BUT I DO NOT LAST MORE THAN A MINUTE. 

AFTER MY 20 MINUTES OF ACTIVITY, I LAY FLAT IN BED BUT I DID NOT RECOVER TO WHATEVER COMFORTABLE IS UNTIL I LAY WITHOUT MOVING WHILE BREATHING VERY SLOWLY FOR HOURS.

THAT IS CANCELLED. 

I DID NOT DO IT TO MYSELF. THIS DISABILITY IS ROOTED IN INJURY AND IT WAS EXACERBATED BY ACTS OF DELIBERATE REPETITIVE MULTI PERSON INTIMIDATION AND INTERFERENCE WITH ME CALCULATED TO CANCEL ME.  

THIS IS HOW I FEEL WHEN I AM FACED WITH A MOB OR A FAMILY GANG OR AN ARMY OF ADVERSARIES.